Tuesday, March 16, 2021

House to myself Day 1

     My fiancée had to leave for Chicago today for a funeral of a family member.  This is the first time in a long time that I have the house to myself.  I feel really lonely without him and hope that I won't have a depression moment without him here.  I did have dinner with my mom and twin sister tonight so that helped a little.  I just hope that I can last until he gets home.  I never realized how much I would miss him.  Other times he has gone out of town and it hasn't bothered me as much as this time does.  I hope that I'm no becoming too dependent on him.  I liked when I could be with him but still feel fine by myself. 

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