Date Day

     Had a great day today.  The fiancee and I decided to have a date day and went out because we hardly see each other because of our work schedules.  We went out for lunch at Sam's Beach Bar and we got burgers, mussels and shrimp.  We then came home and took a nap.  I then went out an got us pizza and a movie.  The movie we watched was the newest Pacific Rim movie.  I absolutely loved it and look forward to if they make a third movie.

My Weekend

This past weekend was crazy at my job.  It was none stop madness all night.  I think it was because Friday was the 13th and there was also a super moon as well.  But I love my job and look forward to working again on Wednesday.

Can't Sleep

     I have been up for nearly 24 hours and just can't seem to shut my brain off to go to sleep.  I would take my malitonin but I don't want to be relying on it all the time.

My reveiw of Ghost in the Machine is up

Trying to get out of this mind set

     So for the past couple of days I have been feeling down.  I have actually broken down crying a couple of times.  I don't know if I'm going through a depression because it is coming up on the one year anniversary of my grandmother's passing or not.  I mean I really miss her and wish that she was still here.  I wish that she was here to see me get married next year.  But I also have been hard on myself as well.  If I made the right choice in my career, if I will ever get my posh business off the ground, and will I ever get anything that I write published.  I just hope that I can get out of this and be my cheerful self once again.

up all night

     The one draw back from working night shift is that even on your days off.  You are up all night and what sucks is that nothing is open so I'm bored at home with nothing to do.

somewhat new computer

    My fiancee's dad rebuild a somewhat newer mac and gave it to me since my other one was running slow and I couldn't live stream from it anymore.  I have to say that this one runs way faster and I don't have to have it IV'd to the charger all the time.