So far this week I have been doing better. My coworkers told me that I looked good with makeup from a picture I showed them. So this week I have been wearing makeup everyday. I don't know if it was the confidence I got from what they were saying or maybe the antidepressants I'm on are starting to work but I actually started feeling better about myself. You see, I haven't worn makeup in a long time because I just never had the motivation to do it and I always figured who was going to see me at my old job. And I think with some of the weight I gained that I just didn't see myself as pretty anymore.
But today that has changed. Just hearing the compliments that some of my new coworkers said made me feel a little better. I actually started feeling better about the new job that I am at. My fiancée even sees a difference in me too. I think I might actually be getting better and finding out who I am. Only time will tell for now.
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