I have started a Twitch stream

     I have started my own Twitch channel and have been streaming for a couple of days.  I am still new and learning as I go but so far so good because I stream while playing with friends who are also streamers as well.  My handle is BCEPoliceGirl. 

Last day of vacation

     On the last day of my vacation I stayed at home.  I got to finish setting up my fish tank and it looks amazing but I have to do a couple water changes before I can put my fish in it.

Day 6 of my vacation

    I was going to go to a flea market outside of St Augustine because they were having a Steam Punk event going on.  But because I wasn't feeling that well I ended up not going.  I just ended up staying home and relaxing.

Day 5 of my vacation

    My fiancee and I went to a flea market in Homassasa that day.  We walked around and saw what some people were selling.  We didn't get anything because we didn't see anything that we were looking for.

Day 4 of my vacation

    I went with my fiancee and friend to St Augustine.  We walked around the shopping area and ate at a restaurant call the Bull and Crown.  The food was really good there.  We then went to a local beach and walked up and down the coast.  That was the first time I had ever been or seen the Atlantic Ocean.

Day 3 of my vacation

   Today I went to the aquarium store with my fiancee to look at plants for my betta tank.  I got a couple plants and I think I know how I want to set it up.

Day 2 of my vacation

   I did some shopping for my planted aquarium tank that I am making for my betta fish.  I am going to go with some big leaf plant and bamboo.  I think Sir Ruffles will like it.

Day 1 of my vacation

    My first day of vacation could have gone better.  I woke up this morning having a really bad dizzy spell and got sick.  Ended up going to the hospital and finding out I have a UTI.  So I get to spend some of my vacation taking medication and getting better.

Name of new fish

    I have finally decided on a name for my new fish.  I have named him Sir Ruffles.

New Fish

  I got a new betta fish yesterday.  He is called a Dragon Scale betta fish and he is white and goldish yellow in color.  He is so cool.

New Video Of facts about me

I posted a new video on youtube and it is some random facts about me.  Hope you enjoy.

Going to day shift

   After being on night shift for 4 months, I will be now going to day shift for 2 months.  Even though I love being on night shift, it will be nice to be on days and have a social life.  So all day today I have been staying up most of the day and getting some stuff done.  I redyed my hair and did laundry and cleaning that I have been meaning to do.

American Horror Story Season Premiere

     I just watched the premiere of the new season of American Horror Story.  I have to be honest it was not what I was expecting.  This episode I had a hard time concentrating on the story line and it feels like it is starting out really slow.  I'm hoping that it starts picking up soon because I had the same problem watching the coven season. 

Player 1 bar

    Today was a friend's of mine birthday and we all went to Orlando.  The first place we went to was a deep dish pizza place near the bar we were going to.  The food was not the greatest and the service was horrible.  We then went to the Player 1 bar and it was amazing.  The bar was like an old arcade and had old arcade games.  The drinks were named after games or game themed.  I had a drink called the 1 up.  It was mead and 7up that was amazing and I had two of them.  I look forward to going again.

Sleepy dog

I am sitting here and I hear my Corgi Zeus barking in his sleep.  I think it is so cute and that his little feet are moving as well.  I wish I could catch him on camera but by the time I have my phone ready he has stopped.

Had fun playing GTA 5

     I finally got to play GTA 5 last night with some friends.  I had a lot of fun and got to learn a little on how the game plays.  I had played the first one and forgot how the controls are.  I look forward to playing again.

Gaming

    I have the greatest fiancee in the world.  After work he went to Gamestop and got me 2 games.  He got my Borderlands the handsome collection and GTA 5.  I love playing video games especially online with him and our friends.  I can hardly wait to play them.

Storming

     There have been a lot of storms going through my area.  I really like thunderstorms but it is starting to get worse.  This joys of living in Florida.

Didn't make it

One of my dogs is always trying to stay up with me.  Normally she can make it but tonight she was just too tired to make it.

End of mini vacay

     Tonight is the last night of my mini vacation.  It was a lot of fun and I look forward to my real vacation in October.

Making Progress

     I have been continuing my walking in the morning and the past 2 days I have come across some animal friends.  Yesterday morning I found a crawfish walking down the road and this morning I came across 2 bunnies.  I can hardly wait to see what I come across tomorrow.

walking

     So I have been trying to loose weight and one of the things that I have started doing is walking in the morning when I get home from work.  I have been doing this for a couple of weeks and I am starting to feel better about myself and I have actually started to loose weight from it.

So glad for my long weekend

    I traded 2 days with a co worker.  I ended up work 5 days straight but now I have 5 days off.  I am going to enjoy it a lot.

My PS4 Scare

So I just had a scare tonight.  I was playing my Dragon's Crown game when my console shut off.  It felt like it overheated so I let it cool down for a little while.  I went to try to turn it on and it wouldn't turn on at first.  I was scared that something was wrong with it and that I was going to have to get a new one.  Luckily it started up again and so I just made sure everything was okay, saved my games, and turned it off for the night.

Tired

    I moved a couch in my house today and I can hardly wait for my sewing machine to arrive.

Microphone

    I have been looking into microphones because the one on my computer is just not cutting it for my videos that I make.  I have narrowed it down to 2 mics.  I have to decide between the snowball mic and the yeti.  I know the yeti would be the best but I don't have the money for it right now.  So I might get the snowball for the time being and when I do have enough money I will get a yeti one.

sigh

    I sometimes wonder when everything will start going right for me.  I just feel that everything bad is happening to me and my family right now and am just wondering when it will in.

Down

   Got some news today that I can't really talk about or knowing my luck will come and bite me in the ass.  Let's just say that I don't understand why some hard working people who try to get jobs in the field they love and have worked in and make a mistake it ends up haunting them for the rest of their lives because they cannot get a job.  While others who have done way worse in the field can go to other states and counties and still be able to get jobs in that field.

Roadblock

    I had a pretty rough morning yesterday.  After getting home at 7 AM from working my shift and was just about to fall asleep.  My fiancee calls me saying that he needs me to come to him because all the power shut off in his car.  Luckily he was like 3 blocks away from the house so I was able to get there in a couple minutes.  We try to use my beetle to jump his car and nothing works.  So needless to say the car had to be towed back to the house and we think we know what the problem is.  We think the battery went bad and just needs to be replaced.  Here's to hoping that the battery is the only problem with the car.

Overtone conditioner

     I'm so excited today.  I got my Overtone hair care package.  If you don't know what Overtone is it is conditioner and other hair care products that have dye in them to keep up with whatever color your hair is so you don't have to dye that often.  I dye my hair rose gold and to find a conditioner that will help maintain that color is amazing.  I can hardly wait to try it and put a review on my product review blog.

Baby Shower

Yesterday I went to my sister in laws baby shower.  Hard to believe that I am going to be an aunt again.  I got some books for the baby and got to see some of the other gifts.  I also got to see my mom for a little bit.

My July 2018 ipsy unboxing

This is my unboxing of this month's ipsy that i got.

Found a new favorite coffee

     I have found my new favorite coffee ever.  It is called electric unicorn by Bones Coffee.  I tried and was surprised that it actually tasted like fruity cereal.  I will definitely be drinking this for as long as they make it.  I can hardly wait to try the other flavors as well.  I will also leave a link for other people to try it as well.

https://www.bonescoffee.com/

Helping

    Helped the fiancee with his youtube channel today.  It seems to be coming together for him.

Crazy Days

   Had a crazy couple of days at work.  I had a lot of interesting calls but I look at it as job security.  Hope everyone has a wonderful and safe weekend.

Date Day

     Had a great day today.  The fiancee and I decided to have a date day and went out because we hardly see each other because of our work schedules.  We went out for lunch at Sam's Beach Bar and we got burgers, mussels and shrimp.  We then came home and took a nap.  I then went out an got us pizza and a movie.  The movie we watched was the newest Pacific Rim movie.  I absolutely loved it and look forward to if they make a third movie.

My Weekend

This past weekend was crazy at my job.  It was none stop madness all night.  I think it was because Friday was the 13th and there was also a super moon as well.  But I love my job and look forward to working again on Wednesday.

Can't Sleep

     I have been up for nearly 24 hours and just can't seem to shut my brain off to go to sleep.  I would take my malitonin but I don't want to be relying on it all the time.

My reveiw of Ghost in the Machine is up

Trying to get out of this mind set

     So for the past couple of days I have been feeling down.  I have actually broken down crying a couple of times.  I don't know if I'm going through a depression because it is coming up on the one year anniversary of my grandmother's passing or not.  I mean I really miss her and wish that she was still here.  I wish that she was here to see me get married next year.  But I also have been hard on myself as well.  If I made the right choice in my career, if I will ever get my posh business off the ground, and will I ever get anything that I write published.  I just hope that I can get out of this and be my cheerful self once again.

up all night

     The one draw back from working night shift is that even on your days off.  You are up all night and what sucks is that nothing is open so I'm bored at home with nothing to do.

somewhat new computer

    My fiancee's dad rebuild a somewhat newer mac and gave it to me since my other one was running slow and I couldn't live stream from it anymore.  I have to say that this one runs way faster and I don't have to have it IV'd to the charger all the time.

bbq

     Yesterday was a great day for me.  My fiancee barbequed on the grill and we had a bunch of friends over.  My fiancee made ribs, pulled pork, and brats.  We also had potato salad and a variety of drinks.  It was all really good and I look forward to doing it again.

Ideas

     I have been having a problem with getting ideas for my blog here and for my youtube channel.  I think I am having a moment of self doubt because I don't know why I'm doing this.  Then I realize that it's because I want people to see my writings and to get feed back on what I need to improve on.  i want to be able to write my first novel and have it published not to make money off it but to have people experience my writing and my writing style. I hope that someone enjoys what I write and gives me the encouragement to continue.

Mochi Ice cream

    So I just discovered that my local Aldi grocery store sells mochi ice cream.  I had never had mochi ice cream before and was really excited to try it.  I got the green tea flavored one and it is amazing.  I can hardly wait to try the other flavors.

First Week on nights

     I survived my first week of night shift.  It was rough but I made it.

Up all night

    I start night shift tomorrow night so that means I have to stay up all night tonight and sleep all day tomorrow.  I love night shift but it means I hardly have a social life.

did my first book review video

    I just put my first book review video on youtube and am hoping it was ok but would like feedback.

My May Ipsy Bag

Got my Ipsy bag for the month and wanted to share what I got.

2018 Birthday Haul Video

This is a video I made of all the stuff I got for my birthday.

Birthday Weekend

    I had a great birthday that was a lot of fun.  I unfortunately had to work but my friends threw me a birthday party after work.  I had a lot of fun.

got my ccwp and dress today

     I got my concealed carry permit in the mail today and I also got my dress that I bought for my birthday as well.

So Excited

     I'm so excited about my birthday coming up this week.

2nd Posh Unboxing video

My CCW application

     Almost a month ago I took a concealed carry class and submitted an application to get my CCW permit.  I just checked the status of it and found out that it was approved.

First posh unboxing video is up

my first video unboxing my posh business box is now up.

suprise package

     So on Tuesday when I got my Perfectly Posh business starter package.  I had another package that arrived with it.  It had my name on it and I had no idea what was in it.  I opened it and saw a light blue wedding dress that I have always wanted in it.  It turns out my fiancee told his aunt what my dream wedding dress was and sent her the picture that I had saved on my phone.  Well, she was able to track down who made the dress and tricked me into giving her my measurements and had it made.  That was the best surprise that I have ever had.  I finally feel now that this wedding is really becoming a reality.

So excited

     I'm so excited today.  My Perfectly Posh business starter kit is supposed to arrive today.

Finally did it

     I have been thinking about doing this for a long time and today I finally decided to do it.  i am now a perfectly posh consultant.  So I will be making videos on my youtube channel about all of the different products. 

new video

Keto diet

My fiancee and I have decided that we are going to try the keto diet.  Hopefully it helps both of us loose some weight.

my dog a new toy

Happy Easter

     Wanted to wish everyone a very Happy Easter.

new video

conceal carry class

      Today I went to my conceal carry class.  It was very informative and a great learning experience.  I look forward to getting my permit now.

five below haul

I went to five below today.  If you don't know what that is it is a store that has products that start at $5 and then goes down.  So I would like to share what I got:

1. 2 water bottles with fruit infusers
2. 300 writing prompts book
3. write a story book
4. 4 pack of chapstick
5. oil diffuser with led light

Mouse eating new food

So I posted a video on youtube of my cat mouse eating a fancy feast sample I got from pinchme.  take a look and like or post a comment of what I can do better.

Pinchme unboxong video up on my youtube

just posted a new video on my youtube channel.  Please watch and leave feed back.

https://youtu.be/_0jVrhUdliU

doubts

    I have been having doubts about a lot of things recently.  I don't know if i choose the right career path or if I should go in a different direction.

My Favorite Food list

Foods I can't live without:

1. Sushi
2. Sweet and Sour Chicken
3. Pizza
4. Stromboli
5. Chicken Cesar Salad
6. Cheeseburger
7. Tacos
8. Smoked Mullet Dip
9. Shrimp
10. Buffalo Chicken Dip
11. Mac and Cheese

Spring Cleaning

     So today I decided to do some Spring Cleaning.  You never realize you have so much stuff until you are cleaning out your closet.

Renaissance Festival

    Today I went to the Renaissance festival.  I went to a couple clothing stores to get ideas for my wedding dress.  It was a lot of fun and I look forward to maybe going again or going next year.

Bullying

    Bullying is something we have been dealing with for a long time but my question is when is enough enough and someone does something about it.  It's not only in the school now; it is taking place in the workplace as well.  Employees and Managers/Administrators bullying other employees because they don't conform to what they want to or isn't doing a good enough job to what these people want them to be to be apart of the group.  And the other person is doing everything they can to try to fit in and it never happens.  There are also the spies for those managers and administrators that will do anything they say to get that glowing review they want.  The reason I bring this up is because today I had to help a teacher who was bullied by her administration and ended up getting terminated for a minor infraction because she wasn't like some of the younger teachers.  This teacher has been teaching for close to 20 years, was close to retiring, and had never had a major write up.  Then this new administrator comes in and because she just didn't want to go out and party all the time; the administrator decides to do everything to get rid of her.  Not only that but a coworker that this teacher trusted because she wants a good review became a spy and lied about an incident about this teacher and got her fired.
     Our education system is all against bullying on school campus for the student but what they need to focus on too is the bullying going on between staff.  Teachers lead the students by example and if a teacher or administrator is doing exactly the opposite of  what that campaign is about.  I just hope that someone in the upper district open their eyes and see it and then take the appropriate actions to stop it and holds all parties responsible.

wedding date

    So we have finally decided on a date and venue for our wedding .  We have decided on a day in October and that we are going with an out door wedding and an indoor reception.

getting better

     I'm slowing getting out of whatever funk I am in right now.  I just hate when I get like this and feel that I have no one to talk to.  My fiancee I can tell is getting tired of me talking about the same thing or what is bothering me because he doesn't know what he can do to help.  He says I should go and talk to someone.  The only problem is is that I don't have the time to do that. I'm constantly being called into work to the point that I should just get a cot and sleep there.

Things I want to do this up coming month

     The things I want to do this up coming month:
1. Go to renaissance Faire
2. Go to Nero
3. Get an manicure
4. Get a new mirror and other things for my car
5. Loose more weight

Having one of my moments

     I am having one of my down moments right now.  I don't know why I am having these and it is starting to concern me.  My fiancee thinks its because my job that I love is not making me happy anymore and that I should find something else.   The only thing is is that I don't like jumping from job to job to job because it's not making me happy like it once was.  I'm pretty sure that the moment we are not short staffed anymore that I will feel better and can relax more.

Hanging out with friends

     I forgot how much fun hanging out with friends is.  I have been working all the time that I don't remember what having fun with other people is like.  That is the life unfortunately of a 911 dispatcher.

Valentines day

   I couldn't celebrate Valentine's day on the 14th like everyone else because I had to work.  But last night my fiancee and I went out for dinner to celebrate.  We went to a restaurant called Catches.  The food was amazing and the atmosphere was very relaxing. 

Flowers

     My fiancee and I went to some local florists yesterday.  We got a couple ideas while in the stores and will be making appointments next week or the week after to sit down with a consultant to get more information and estimates on how much it will cost.  I never realized how much time and energy goes into planning a wedding.

struggle of dieting

     I have only been on my diet for a couple weeks but it is really hard.  I want to eat what I want to eat or over eat on things I shouldn't eat.  But I am determined to stay on track and loose this extra weight I gained.

New Car

     I got a new/used car with my tax return.  So I am now able to once again drive and have some independence.  I got a 2002 VW Beetle.  I absolutely love it.  Today my fiancee went out and bought a new radio and speakers for it.

Starting night shift

     Starting tonight or tomorrow depending how you look at it.  I start night shift.  Don't get me wrong.  I love night shift.  The only draw back is going to be having a partially no social life.

Food Poisoning

     So I got food poisoning from some bad sushi yesterday and had to call out of work today.  But the good news for yesterday is that i finally have a car and the only things that need to be done is to get is insured and registered.  I'm so excited.  Oh and what I got was a used 2002 VW beetle.

My story

     So I have somewhat gotten out of my writers block and have continued on the story I am currently working on.  I use to think that it was easy to write a book but now I have found out that it is harder than I thought.

Gym Membership

     So i finally did it.  I got a gym membership and am now going to start going to the gym regularly.  I need to loose weight not only for my health but because I plan on getting married next year and want to look healthier than I do now.  Going to be going to the gym tonight when the fiancee gets home.

Distant Worlds Concert

     Last night my fiancee and I went to the Final Fantasy Distant Worlds concert performed by The Florida Orchestra.  All I have to say was that it was amazing.  The music they chose was great and they had videos from the different Final Fantasy games to go along with the music.  I highly recommend that if it is in your area to definitely go.

Resolutions

     So one of my resolutions for the year was to exercise and loose some weight.  So my fiancee and I are going to start going to the gym when I have a day off.  So starting tomorrow I'm going to be going the the gym whenever I can.

My 1st ipsy bag

     I'm so excited because I got my first ipsy bag.  I am really excited to start using the products that came in it.  I know that they have been around for a while but I felt really excited trying it.

Lip tinit review

    So I finally posted my review on youtube and thought I would share it.  If you like it give it a thumbs up and comment what you think.

Lip tint

So I just received a lip tint that I bought from Wish.  I think I'm going to make a YouTube video about it because I don't really see any videos about makeup and stuff bought on Wish.  I think I will be making videos on product that I have bought on Wish along with other videos I make.

Myspace

     I just logged into my old myspace account and can't believe how long ago this social site came out and was what everyone was on.  Now it is more for people to show their music, some videos, or blog on it.  I think I might start blogging on that as well as here.  Might be interesting.  But I think I might shut down my old page and create a new page.

still feeling down but better

     I 'm still feeling down but I'm doing a little better today.  I'm still having writers block and that is really starting to stress me out.  I just don't know what to do.  My fiancee thinks I need to find another career because he thinks what I do is burning me out.  The problem is that I love my job and wouldn't want to leave.  I just wish they would hire more people so it could take some of the stress off the rest of us.  But we will see what happens.

feeling down

    I don't know what it is but I just have been feeling down.  I have been snappy towards my family (mostly toward my finacee).  I feel like not happy by anything that used to make me happy.  It has caused me to have writers block from a story that I have been working hard on.  I try to do things that make me happy most of the time but it just is not working.  I'm wondering if I should go see someone or just wait and see if it passes.  I just want to be back to my old self again.

dragon's dogma

     So I finally bought Dragon's Dogma on the PS4.  I love this game and was excited that I could download it and play it.  I can hardly wait to actually finish it this time.

Watching him play video games

     So i was watching my fiancee play a game on our new ps4.  I have come to the conclusion from watching him play this game where he is an agent for the government organization, that he would be a horrible SWAT team member in real life.  In the game he accidentally killed the hostage and not the hostage taker.  I told him this and he said that he should just have his character turn in his badge and laughed.

Wedding

      So my fiancee and I are now seriously sitting down and planning our wedding.  I didn't realize how much time and energy went into planning a wedding.  So far we got the guest list done for the most part.  We are now working on the venue and colors we want for the wedding.  Wish me luck that I don't have a heart attack or kill someone.

New Phone

     So I got a new phone.  I'm really excited about it.  I got the LG V30 and I absolutely love the phone.  I can hardly wait for the case I ordered for it to come so I can really take it out and use it.