I like most people have a huge fear of spiders. I don't like that they walk around on 8 legs and can climb walls. I don't like the eyes and the webs that they make most of the time. If I find one in any of the rooms of my house I have to have my fiancee to go kill it.
But I also get a secret thrill from them too. I can look at a picture and get a sort of adrenaline rush from it spiked by my fear. Watching horror movies with killer or mutant spiders are my all time secret thrill of these creatures. Something about a monster that is made from something I already fear makes it worth while for me.
This thing I get most is that that chill that goes down my spine when i am watching movies and event documentaries with this pest in it. I don't understand why I have this thrill but I guess it might be a way for me to try to get over this fear. But I also feel that if I didn't have this fear then I wouldn't be in love with the movies that I like that uses this creature as the bad thing in the movie.
So I guess I just want to know if anyone else out there has this secret thrill like I do.
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