Stressing out

     I'm stressing out because I start my first day on day shift and learn fire radio.  I'm starting to wonder if it was a good idea to learn another radio.  Fire is turning out to be harder than I thought it would be.  I'm starting to think that maybe I should just give up for the time being and wait until I'm absolutely sure and comfortable learning a new radio at work.  I pretty much waited a couple months after learning my first radio and then said I wanted to learn another one.  I think I might have rushed myself and might have burned myself out on the learning thing.  I don't know what to do.  I just don't want it to be that I end up failing because of rushing to learn it.

Back To Days

     I am trying to get my body used to going back to days.  I was sick yesterday so I pretty much slept all day and all night.  I'm still a little sick but I'm getting better and now feeling that I can have somewhat of a social life again.  

Bitstrips

    I was just thinking about some apps that I loved that were just stopped updating or taken down.  One of my most favorite apps was bitstrips.  I loved making the comic strips with an avatar that was me in it.  I was upset when I couldn't use the app anymore.  I hope that snapchat that bought it does something to make it come back again soon.

Last weekend of night shift

     This weekend is the last weekend of night shift for this rotation for me.  At my job we rotate from days to nights every 8 weeks and this is the last 3 days of nights.  I really like night shift but I know that it has to come to an end until 8 weeks from now at least.

Birthday Dinner

     Today was a good day for me.  I did some stuff around the house and then took my fiancee out to dinner for his birthday.  We both had a lot of fun and got to spend some time together.  

Rough Holiday Season this year

     I am having a hard time getting through this holiday season this year.  My grandmother died a couple months ago and we would normally go to her house to celebrate Christmas.  I am having a hard time believing that there will be no Christmas at Grandma's house this year.  I think I might be going into a little bit of a depression and  I hope I can get out of it.

Orlando Renaissance Festival

     Yesterday my fiancee and I went to the Orlando Renaissance Festival.  It was smaller than the Tampa Bay Area Renaissance Festival but it was still a lot of fun.  We met up with a couple friends and walked around to the different booths.  We also watched some of the shows.  I want to go back again next year.